Well I thought day 10 was hard but I was wrong. Day 11 seem much harder. Totally didn't want to go at all. I just wanted to do nothing. It took me forever to get out the door. I almost threw a big fit like a 2 y/o but Jason just looked at me and was like really??? You started this and your going to finish it. My body felt tired but then I thought about the people on Heavy or Biggest Loser. They go to the gym for like 6-8hrs a day and I am whining?? I watch the shows and be like "Ya I could do that" but I think I would be one of those girls that cry when have to do the hard stuff. I dont want to be THAT girl but I think I might be a little.
I finally got my butt to the gym at about 845pm. Did my 30mins of cardio and weights. There were acouple times I wanted to stop early and I even shedded acouple tears when I pushed threw and kept going to my 30min mark. I never thought this was going to be easy. It looks easy. Oh go to the gym for an hour everyday piece of cake. Hmmm not when your body is tired. I guess it is mind over matter or something like that.
I felt a little better after we left. I just need to push past this and keep going. Maybe tonight will be better???? I hope so.
I have to be honest I dont think that if I didnt start this blog that I wouldn't have ended up at the gym last night. I think last night was yet another test to myself that I am worth all this pain to get where I want to me.
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